HELLO ATOMS!
:D

eh,
do you guys still wna have movie marathon @ my hse?
puh-leaseeee, cause I still wna have :D
tell me okaay.
If wna have right,
has to be on a wed.
:D
plsplspls,
I REALLY WNA HAVE.
sms me, or msn !

byebye.
AH CHEAH.
HAHAHAHHAHA.

disclaimer:
this post may refer to ALL, FEW OF YOU, OR JUST YOU.
this does not only refer to the eight people
it refers to all, as in ALL and ANY person

im just going to express all my thoughts
hope you all don't mind
i know you do, but just yea, im going crazy alrdy

im sure you all know the recent conflict
of which was referred to as "clique fight"
so i shall not go into details
cos if you should know about this
then you would have alrdy known
if you don't,
then this doesn't concern you

im not going to thank anyone here
nor am i going to scold anyone here
i shall just express my thoughts as a person involved
and nothing more

recently,
many people have been asking me when this is going to end
and seriously speaking,
ive got no idea
i want this to end
yes i do
but this is not easy
i hope you all can understand that this is not typical friendship problem
where you just shake hands and thats it
yes, it started off like that
but due to my carelessness and indifference,
ive overlooked this problem
and thus expanded to many others
for this i shall take responsibility

of course
we are people
and no one is perfect
we have our own set of shortcomings and flaws
and sometimes, we can't seem to do anything about it
however hard we try
and therefore, i shall say that
ive created all this havoc
hate me all you want,
ive expected all this and im mentally prepared

look, im not admitting or whatsoever here
in a conflict, both parties are wrong
in some way or another
and sometimes, we just can't control adversity and conflicts
and soon we fall apart because of that
its part of life
and we have to face it, no matter how much we don't want to

recently, its rather obvious the class is taking sides
and its depressing
esp when you see all your once so trusted classmates going against you
and not caring about your feelings,
repeatedly tell you to stop when you know you can't
cos you don't have the power and authority to
and people who suddenly scold you,
shun away,
its sad.
and yes, im at fault
but is it only me?
people who say you don't take sides
yes, perhaps
but think again,
you really don't?
i hate to see everything crumble due to my problem
where many others who are totally not involved get into the problem
its like you feel the whole world is suddenly against you
and you can literally feel yourself breaking inside
and your heart just broke
its not a nice feeling, trust me.
when i told the counsellor
(censored)
can you imagine the hurt and sorrow in me,
when i said does words?
my eyes just watered and i almost cried in the room
i was really very lost, i just felt like ive lost everything overnight
the sadness, and grief, and regret,
just surged over me like a forceful tidal wave
pushing me away

can you imagine every night,
before you turn in
you look into the mirror
its you.
but its not you again
cos you're the one who broke the class up into pieces
and you just stare at yourself
suddenly theres a voice beside you
telling you,
"no one cares anymore, you're alone, you're no longer part of them, they hate you now"
and you feel yourself
falling
falling
into a deep hole
and you can't pull yourself up

this is partly the reason why i decided to visit the counsellor
not because i want to accuse or get anyone into trouble
but because i know i can't take this anymore
by myself
and i need someone who would sit there and help me sort things out,
one by one
cos im feeling very depressed now
i really have absolutely no idea what to do
i can't possibly sit there and wait to be sent to the asylum
i feel like the world is against me
im crumbling inside
my mental state is far from good
and the worst thing is
you know no one cares.

there's still a whole lot in me
of which i dun want to say
and once again i emphasise
this may not refer to you
and im just venting everything out
before i go crazy
of all the pressure.

electron

hey..

i know you guys are super irritated with us clinging onto the problem. and it seems like this whole thing is affecting all of us a lot. well.. i must let you guys know that the reason for me, peipei and fiorina to go for counselling today is not to complain about the whole situation or anything. we just needed an adult to confide into. and this does not mean that we dont want to confide in you guys. its just that we really needed an adult. we are really sorry that for the past few days, we have not been good friends and laughed or crapped with you guys like what we normally do.. instead, we had been horrible and dwelling on the same problem all the time.. we did not realise that we were so obsessed in doing this until wenqi mentioned it today to me.

and its very obvious that some people in class are taking sides and everything. and you guys have to know that we are really very thankful that you dont take sides or anything. although you guys remain neutral and dont really side us, we dont blame you for it. coz we know that we must have our flaws too, for the whole conflict thing to happen. so we wont want you to side us just coz we are the atoms.

in fact, you guys have been amazing. for the fact that since the beginning you all were already trying to tolerate us. and not blowing up and scolding us or anything. we are grateful for that.

to wenqi:
it really hurt me and peipei to see how hard you were crying just now.. i was thinking that it must be all of us who is causing everyone of us to become so depressed and everything. but that cry, too, was comforting to both me and peipei. coz we know that at least, there was actually someone in class, who do not hate us that much. thank you wenqi =)

everything is getting so complicated now as so many things are happening all at once. we are all very confused and we really do not know when or how this whole incident is going to end. but please bear with it. if nothing changes, we would just put the past behind us start afresh.

lastly, thank you atoms, for tolerating us and understanding us and everything. i love you guys. =)))

much loves,
electronic configuration =)))

hey lovelies!

outing was FUN today! hahah! esp when watching CONNECTED with fion, wenqi and yuru. fion was like grabbing my hand and i was breaking her thumb off. but it was a super nice movie. i dont mind if i go watch again! haha! anyways. you guys are like super lazy can. i sms you all about my house warming then only thayang and yuru replied. -.= reply man! ok. to make life easier for all of you i shall post the details here too. =)))

ADDRESS: Blk 201 Jurong East St 21 #08-105
DATE: 10 oct, FRIDAY to 11 oct, SATURDAY

give me your replies by tmr 6 pm can? so i can plan. and my mum can decide how much to cook. thanks!

much loves,
JOYCE! ELECTRONIC CONFIGURATION! =)))

Heyys Atom!

Jiayous in mugging for maths kays?
Only one more paper to go and we're done with it!
Then we can have fun in our vivo outing and joyce's house warming thing!
I really can't wait for our first outing...

I know we have been lately having our mood swings due to i think "you know what...(esther&sarah)"
But it's ok as long as we are there for one another, we don't really have to care about the other negative things that happen around.
We are an atom...
An atom is something that is close and packed,
That's how we all have to be
Close & Packed
Which means bonded and being there for one another at all times.
Friendship doesn't only mean going out to vivo and celebrating and having fun and stuff
it's also about holding one another's hand when they are falling down and motivating them to climb up.
So when anyone of us are down, don't think it's not my problem or anything like that.
We're together and that means if she's down that means I have to help her out in order for her to climb up.
Right now our friendship is really good within ourselves.
Let's maintain this and not break apart.
I really don't know why I wanted to write this but It just came from my heart.
Let's promise one another that we'll always be there for one another and we will not allow them to hang by themselves alone kays?
I think you all got what i mean and what i was trying to say...

I LOVE YOU ATOM!

lots of love:)
neutron:D
(fio:D)

YIPEE!
2 NEW SONGS :D
hehhe.

1. Adams family- Adams? hhe
They're creepy and they're kooky,
Mysterious and spooky,
They're all together ooky,
The Adams Family.

Their house is a museum
Where people come to see 'em
They really are a scream
The Adams Family.

(Neat)
(Sweet)
(Petite)

So get a witches shawl on
A broomstick you can crawl on
We're gonna pay a call on
The Adams Family.

They're creepy and they're kooky,
Mysterious and spooky,They're all together ooky,
The Adams Family.

(strange,)
(derange.)

The Adams family

2. I love you -BARNEYYYY :D
I love you
You love me
We're a happy family
With a great big hug
And a kiss from me to you
Won't you say you love me too?

I love you
You love me
We're best friends
Like friends should be
With a great big hug
And a kiss from me to you
Won't you say you love me too?

Ms unbalanced :D

HELLO!
:D
jiayou for eoys kayyy :D
i'm gna find a song regarding either atoms,
or some family song :D
and to be fair to fiorina,
it shall be ENGLISHED!
HAHAHAH :D

unbalanced atom :D

HELLO!
this is the atom blog! so see and tag! HAHA(:
being random again..
teehee(:
HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!
~ ELECTRON!

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